I hope there's still a someone who read this blog.. 

I closed my other blog, coz I HATE it!! 

and i dont know why, this blog makes me feel belonged..!! 

and these few days I'm so depressed and pressured.. 

I saw your blog just now, 

there was a post dedicated to me during my bday 

I read it.. 

and my tears just came out.. 

You told me this before 'You let me know what FRIENDSHIP mean:)' 

and the song at your blog, 

made me even sadder.. 

my heart hurts !!

I miss you ! 

and now I wish you're right here, right now... 

coz my heart hurts so much, and i just need someone right beside me.. 

no talk , just silence and your accompany

i'll feel secure with you beside me... =(

Recently...

Sorry , i cant type in chinese, my school laptop no chinese de, n i really lazy install > <
so.. recently.. i went to taylor swift concert as u see in my new blog www.linayao.blogspot.com
and what i wanna share in this blog, "usually" is gonna be about my own personal feelings..

what happened RECENTLY is that i really really wanna fuck my life!
i have LOTS of problems waiting for me to solve...
and people around me just trying to make my life even tougher!
I'm not blaming anyone
but ! i thought we are friends, i thought we always are..??
and your answer just fucking kidding me !! the first thing that came in my mind, was "please fuck off!"
I dont even NEED a friend like you !
All i really ask is just to do me a small favor,
I know you are busy, I know you really not free, I DO KNOW!!!
but what do u expect me to do all these things by myself, as like i can fly back to M'sia to handle the problems??
I really need your help or else what do i even bother begging u to help me,
I used to trust you, but now ... I dont think so..
I'm really dissapointed... Every night , not even bullshiitting , I'm always thinking what's the best way for both of us, how to settle the problem....
Seriously, i dont think these problems do bother you either..
I'm really pressure! what my parents/ my friends, my family expect me to be.. and now all this shit, you just left me alone handling it

Fuck you and fuck your life!

new blog

hey guys..
I'm back.. !!
My new blog gonna launch in 2 weeks time, or maybe 1 week.. depends on how hardworking i m .. X)
this is the web.. http://www.linayao.blogspot.com  =)

so I'm back..
as you guys know.. (i said it in the previous blog, i think)
I'm gonna make a new blog..
I wanna be a Part Time blogger in the future , haha =)
and for my new blog, i'm gonna write it in proper English, no longer MALAYSIAN english, k??
I dont care if you agree or not, muahaha =)
So, I'll be extra hardworking, getting my spelling and punctuations and all kinda fucking stuffs right..

I'm 15 already, so I'll TRY to act like 15 !!!
mature, sensibility and SEXY!!! jks =P

BTW, I'm gonna get my new camera soon .. ~
I dun really like those BIG BIG camera..
I love Compact camera...
lazy to upload the pics about my FUTURE camera...
but i promise, in my new blog, I will post at least twice a week, with pictures and EXCELLENT+ PRO english !!!

So , see you soon !!

birthday =)

happy Bday to myself 10/2
had a lot of presents and bday wishes, thank you guys !! ><

11/2 outing with frens

outfit of the day

love this pic muchie

accesories bag from friend, just the bag, the accesories are mine ><



bag from mom, love it !!!



bag from friend

make up bag

Britney Spears perfume



Decoration !!



Japanese Lunch

lazy take other presents de photos...
so just took a few.. !! =)

=)

good news for me , but dunno good news for you guys or not...
from next month onwards, i'm gonna open a new blog, all write in english ...
pictures blog...so not so boring....
i wanna make it something like Sherlyn's blog, or Shane's blog, their blogs are REAL good..!!!
so wish me luck !! =)
but dun worry..i'll still open this blog, so this is kinda personal blog..and
the new one's a public blog.. !!
Stay tune ...

Hey guys !!!
So School starts ady...
CNY wan finish ady...
nth special to mention bout...

ok..
so ...I've lived for 15 yrs ... (correctly is 5 days to 15...)
haha X)
Its really a Grateful thing to mention about..
I've thought of commit suicide
I've been a prefect
I've been a class monitor
I've gotten No.1 in academic
I've sang on a stage
I've posted a video on Youtube
I've had boyfriendS....

So how can life be better than that, when i already have everything!!
so .. what i can do...
is to Stay Strong..
Live for others, and for myself...
appreciate what i've got, cherish others..!!
and never live to die..
Its really a stupid thing, although i wanted to die sometimes...
Once in a lifetime means there's no second chance!!!
live life to the fullest ... X)

Friends, Stay Strong
I love you forever n always ... ><

致你~

对不起！

我刚才看到一些东西，我才知道原来我错了

刚开始的时候，我真的觉得你还有喜欢他

但后来你一直讲没有，我才开始慢慢相信那是真的

但原来我太天真，你从来没有放下过他的

原来我们都是同一类人!

不要说我比你爱他

我没有！我不说谎的咯！X)

你其实很爱他，为什么要装作坚强，一点都不在乎??

真的对不起！~