3/10/12

Recently...

Sorry , i cant type in chinese, my school laptop no chinese de, n i really lazy install > <
so.. recently.. i went to taylor swift concert as u see in my new blog www.linayao.blogspot.com
and what i wanna share in this blog, "usually" is gonna be about my own personal feelings..

what happened RECENTLY is that i really really wanna fuck my life!
i have LOTS of problems waiting for me to solve...
and people around me just trying to make my life even tougher!
I'm not blaming anyone
but ! i thought we are friends, i thought we always are..??
and your answer just fucking kidding me !! the first thing that came in my mind, was "please fuck off!"
I dont even NEED a friend like you !
All i really ask is just to do me a small favor,
I know you are busy, I know you really not free, I DO KNOW!!!
but what do u expect me to do all these things by myself, as like i can fly back to M'sia to handle the problems??
I really need your help or else what do i even bother begging u to help me,
I used to trust you, but now ... I dont think so..
I'm really dissapointed... Every night , not even bullshiitting , I'm always thinking what's the best way for both of us, how to settle the problem....
Seriously, i dont think these problems do bother you either..
I'm really pressure! what my parents/ my friends, my family expect me to be.. and now all this shit, you just left me alone handling it

Fuck you and fuck your life!