I hope there's still a someone who read this blog.. 

I closed my other blog, coz I HATE it!! 

and i dont know why, this blog makes me feel belonged..!! 

and these few days I'm so depressed and pressured.. 

I saw your blog just now, 

there was a post dedicated to me during my bday 

I read it.. 

and my tears just came out.. 

You told me this before 'You let me know what FRIENDSHIP mean:)' 

and the song at your blog, 

made me even sadder.. 

my heart hurts !!

I miss you ! 

and now I wish you're right here, right now... 

coz my heart hurts so much, and i just need someone right beside me.. 

no talk , just silence and your accompany

i'll feel secure with you beside me... =(